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♪♪

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It's a nice photo.

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♪♪

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I did not approve
that billboard.

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Section 25 of your
employment contract allows

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use of your image
for publicity
and marketing purposes.

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I do not want to be the star
of your ad campaign.

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Are you ashamed
of your ASD?

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No.
Good.

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It's amazing
what you've accomplished.

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Think of all the neurodiverse
people you'll inspire.

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The billboard
will inspire no one.

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It is not fair
to use my picture,

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and it inverts my image.

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My hair part is
on the wrong side.

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You're emotional.
I'm right.

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Pick a random number
between one and ten.

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Did you pick seven?

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I do not understand
what you think that proves.

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We're not nearly as rational
as we think...

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Not in the way
we see the world,

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not in the way we think
about the world.

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I am constantly revisiting
earlier decisions.

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Then you should revisit
your decision

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to put up the billboard.

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I will.

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But you need to do
the same.

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Let's take 48 hours,
explore all sides
of the issue.

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Use reason, not emotion.

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Then we'll talk.

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Representation's
important, Shaun.

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Only 4% of doctors
are Black.

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I get my face out there
whenever I can.

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This isn't
representation.

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It's tokenism.
Nah.

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She's not hiring more
diverse doctors.

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She's just
exploiting the ones
who already work here.

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"Did you know there are
26 cognitive biases

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"and perceptual errors
that affect the business
community?"

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It says doctors are especially
susceptible to number 5...
Anchoring Bias.

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Initial impressions
of a patient's condition

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can make us ignore
contrary evidence.

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Dr. Murphy, there's
a new patient's dad
asking to see you.

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And it's more like
demanding.

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Oh, no.

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If you asked for me because
I was on a billboard,

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that is not a good metric
for picking a...

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No, my metric is that
you co-authored 23 papers,

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eight on pediatric surgeries,
four on GI issues.

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This is my girl,
Holly.

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Four years
of puking, nausea,

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blood when she goes
to the bathroom.

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Now, I'm sure
it's visceral myopathy.

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You've seen 19 doctors.

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Have any diagnosed
visceral myopathy?

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They said inflammatory bowel,
but it's not.

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She keeps getting
sicker and sicker.

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Hmm, your abdomen
is distended.

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Have you been vomiting?

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Worse than ever.

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This doesn't seem to be
a surgical case.

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I'll admit you
to internal medicine...

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I've done a lot of reading.
It's visceral...

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Visceral myopathy doesn't fit
her symptoms well,

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and looking up diseases
on the Internet
is very unreliable.

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Bowel is hypoactive.

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She has a serious
obstruction.

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This has now become
a surgical case.

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You've had this cough
for a month now?

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Yeah,
kept getting worse.

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Last week, I had a little
shortness of breath.

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Figured it was worth
flying back.

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From India.
What brought you there?

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Meaning of life.

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I'm actually not kidding.

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I was a bookkeeper
for the city,
and I just...

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Needed something more.

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I traveled the world
until I found it.

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Religion?
Mmm, more like spirituality,

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but through service
and charity.

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I live a very
simple life.

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Small village.

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Just try and do
as much good as I can.

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Deep breaths.

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You know, I don't feel
too bad today.

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Ugh, I hope I didn't
overreact.

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You didn't.

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You're hardly moving any air
in your left lung.

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Depending on
when you last
had your carburetor rebuilt,

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you will need to determine
which parts need replacing.

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Obviously,
you're going to be replacing

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all of the seals
and all of the needles.

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You haven't been
answering your phone.

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Ow.

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...the damper and the float.

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Once you're happy
with your choice...

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Odd, seeing how
it's a foot away from you.

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If you're not, please look
at my other...

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Let's talk about
the press interviews

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I scheduled for you.

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That you scheduled
for me.

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You see the problem there?

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In my experience,
support from the old regime

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is essential for
a smooth transition.

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We agreed I'd have yours.

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What we agreed on was that
I'd smile and nod.

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What do you think
an interview is?

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Just a few nice thoughts about
Ethicure, and you're all done.

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I don't have
a few nice thoughts,

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but I can give you
the thoughts I do have.

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I've scripted them for you.

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Thank you, but I'm gonna
focus on things

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that actually need
my attention.

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But thanks for stopping by.

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Both sides of the
obstruction are clamped.

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Dr. Rendon, please resect
segmented bowel.

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GIA stapler.

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I'm going to give you $10
to share with Dr. Rendon.

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Divide however you like.

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If he approves the split,
I'll pay you both
after surgery.

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Oh, okay.
And if he doesn't?

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Then you both get nothing.

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Okay.

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I'm gonna keep eight
and give Mateo two.

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Pass.
Huh?

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Two dollars is better
than nothing,

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which is what
you've ended up with.

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There's nothing irrational
about trying to increase

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the amount of fairness
in the world.

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Number 12 on Salen's list.
"Unfairness Aversion Bias."

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It isn't a "bias."
Why reward greed?

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Colon wall's
a little weak.

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I'll send samples
to path.

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But obstruction's
been cleared.

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You have idiopathic
pulmonary fibrosis.

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Uh, your left lung
is heavily scarred.

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The right is functioning,

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but it's damaged, too.

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Can you fix this?

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We can start you on medicine
to help you breathe,

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and we can list you
for a lung transplant.

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Um, how long do I have
without the... The transplant?

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A month or two.

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Okay, um...

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Oh, I should tell
my son.

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You didn't put him
on your paperwork.

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I haven't seen him
since I left.

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He was...

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12 years old.

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♪♪

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Number 6,
"Pro-Innovation Bias."

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Salen may believe
the billboard is good
just because it's new.

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Okay.
Hard to know what
she believes, but fine.

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Number 8.
"Loss Aversion."

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People demand much more
to give up an object

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than they are willing to pay
to acquire it.

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She might be overestimating
the negative impact

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of losing the billboard.

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How many of your points

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end up supporting
Salen's point of view?

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Mmm... None.

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You might have misunderstood
the assignment.

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I don't think it's about
proving her wrong.

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She wants
to see you re-examine
your own assumptions.

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Holly's pathology
results.

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Visceral myopathy.

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Her father was right.

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Your oxygen saturation
is decreasing faster
than we expected.

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I'm gonna increase
the...

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Henry.

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So tall.

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Yeah.

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12-year-olds tend
to grow.

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I heard you got married.
I saw photos online...

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Why am I...
Sorry, why am I here?

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Uh...

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There's something wrong
with my lungs.

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Are you dying?

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Probably.

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You waited
until you were dying
to call me?

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And, what?
Forgive you?
No.

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Do you even feel bad
about what you did?

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For hurting you?

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Yes, of course.

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I wanted to keep in touch
with you.

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You said it was too painful.

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Are you blaming me now?
No.

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The transplant coordinator
says there's
a potential match.

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Why are you here?

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Walt spent four years
researching Holly's illness,

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outsmarted every doctor.

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No high school degree,
but slept five hours a night

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while taking every pre-med
course at a junior college.

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My dad's the best doctor
I've seen.

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What made you think it was
visceral myopathy, Walt?

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Well, I figured it out
last week.

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Holly started having
trouble peeing, and...

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That's just one data point.
It's not enough.

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And her mom died a couple
of days after childbirth.

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Complications from
her bowel perforating.

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And visceral myopathy is
genetically based.

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Treat Walt like
a consulting physician.

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Involve this man in all
medical discussions.

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Let him watch surgeries.

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Hell, give him
a fitness tracker.

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Excuse us.

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Okay.

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Oh, he is not
a doctor.

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20 doctors dismissed me
and my very valid questions

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before I was diagnosed
with scleroderma.

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Good ideas are good ideas,
no matter the source.

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We should involve him after
we talk among ourselves

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like we do with all
patients' families.

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I don't see any advantage

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other than further enshrining
doctors' elitism.

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I don't want
to have to
pull my punches

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when discussing
that girl's
possible outcomes.

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He's been through hell
with her.

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We can be honest
with him.

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And via our Twitter feed,
we can share
an inspiring story

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of how a father's expertise
supplemented our doctors'...

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He's not an expert!

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Just because
we haven't found
his blind spots

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doesn't mean we won't.

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That's Number 19...
"Extrapolation Bias.."

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But it also doesn't mean
you will.

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Number 20.

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I do not like this at all.

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It's a direct order from our
boss, so I plan to love it.

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San Francisco General says
organ procurement's at 1:00.

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Lung should be here
by 4:00.

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Great. Couple months,
Gina'll be back on her feet

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and being a terrible
mother again.

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Uncool.

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Are you defending
this woman?
I feel for her.

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I feel
for her son, too.

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Because you're
all about empathy.

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She has done a lot of good
in her life.

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Maybe she shouldn't
be condemned
to the walk of atonement

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for one mistake?

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One mistake
for 17 years.

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So, moms should give up their
whole lives for their kids?

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Actually, yes.
Dads, too.

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Is that what you were doing
when you ditched Kellan

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to do your residency here?

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I made
plenty of mistakes

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that I still feel
guilty about.

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But unlike this woman,
I tried hard,

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really hard,
and stayed in my son's life.

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♪♪

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Thank you.

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00:12:02,823 --> 00:12:04,724
You're the first doctors
who've shown me any kind of...

255
00:12:04,858 --> 00:12:06,894
We need to do
a right hemicolectomy

256
00:12:07,027 --> 00:12:09,262
with an ileotransverse
anastomosis.

257
00:12:09,396 --> 00:12:11,164
You want to throw away
half her large intestine?

258
00:12:13,100 --> 00:12:14,734
I agree
it's a bit drastic.

259
00:12:14,868 --> 00:12:16,669
Segmental resection.

260
00:12:16,804 --> 00:12:18,538
We go in using the interop
biopsies as a map,

261
00:12:18,671 --> 00:12:20,340
we'd resect the most
damaged areas.

262
00:12:20,473 --> 00:12:23,343
No, we just need
to get her intestinal motility
going again.

263
00:12:23,476 --> 00:12:25,212
But if she experiences
more obstruction...

264
00:12:25,345 --> 00:12:30,117
I don't want to rip out
a large chunk of
my girl's bowels, okay?

265
00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:32,886
Now, let's just keep thinking
about other ideas.

266
00:12:37,224 --> 00:12:39,359
Is there a reason you're
snapping your fingers?

267
00:12:39,492 --> 00:12:40,760
It helps me think.

268
00:12:40,894 --> 00:12:43,063
It does not help me think
at all,

269
00:12:43,196 --> 00:12:44,397
and my thoughts
are useful.

270
00:12:48,435 --> 00:12:50,037
We could put her on
Rituximab.

271
00:12:50,170 --> 00:12:52,072
I've only heard it used
for cancers

272
00:12:52,205 --> 00:12:53,473
and autoimmune
disorders.

273
00:12:53,606 --> 00:12:56,409
But it's been shown
to increase motility
in kids by 30%.

274
00:12:57,544 --> 00:12:58,545
It's an interesting idea.

275
00:12:58,678 --> 00:12:59,947
It's a bad idea.

276
00:13:00,080 --> 00:13:02,549
She could have a severe
infusion reaction,

277
00:13:02,682 --> 00:13:03,817
cause more damage,

278
00:13:03,951 --> 00:13:05,919
leading to a much more
drastic surgery later.

279
00:13:06,053 --> 00:13:08,021
Or it will alleviate
her symptoms

280
00:13:08,155 --> 00:13:10,290
without her having to
compromise her entire life.

281
00:13:10,423 --> 00:13:12,325
We'll go with the Rituximab.
What?

282
00:13:12,459 --> 00:13:13,426
It's a reasonable option.

283
00:13:13,560 --> 00:13:15,929
No.
My idea was better.

284
00:13:16,063 --> 00:13:17,330
So was yours.

285
00:13:17,464 --> 00:13:19,900
But the patient's father
is not going to approve

286
00:13:20,033 --> 00:13:21,234
either of our ideas.

287
00:13:21,368 --> 00:13:23,236
♪♪

288
00:13:33,280 --> 00:13:35,015
They found a cancerous
lesion in the donor's lung

289
00:13:35,148 --> 00:13:36,249
during retrieval.

290
00:13:39,887 --> 00:13:40,921
Wake her up.

291
00:13:41,054 --> 00:13:42,522
♪♪

292
00:13:50,663 --> 00:13:52,900
Your mother's developing
severe pulmonary hypertension.

293
00:13:53,033 --> 00:13:56,503
In a few days,
she'll no longer be
a transplant candidate.

294
00:13:56,636 --> 00:13:59,772
And there's no chance
you'll get
a new donor before then?

295
00:13:59,907 --> 00:14:01,909
Not realistically, no.

296
00:14:05,112 --> 00:14:07,114
You could be the donor.

297
00:14:09,249 --> 00:14:12,619
We could remove your mom's
bad lung and replace it
with a lobe from your lungs.

298
00:14:12,752 --> 00:14:15,855
A living donor lung transplant
hasn't been done in the US
for a decade.

299
00:14:15,989 --> 00:14:19,326
It's done routinely in Japan,
and it's the only way
to save her life.

300
00:14:19,459 --> 00:14:21,561
And there's a high risk
of surgical complications.

301
00:14:21,694 --> 00:14:23,796
You'll have a lifetime
of labored breathing,

302
00:14:23,931 --> 00:14:24,998
pain,
decreased endurance...

303
00:14:25,132 --> 00:14:26,566
Only if things
go wrong.

304
00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:28,201
You'd be in great hands
with Dr. Park.

305
00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:31,671
I just... I need
to think it over.

306
00:14:31,804 --> 00:14:33,806
♪♪

307
00:14:38,611 --> 00:14:41,448
We put this in to help
give you the medication.

308
00:14:41,581 --> 00:14:43,383
It's called a...
A PICC line.
I've had a few.

309
00:14:46,653 --> 00:14:49,356
Must be tough
being in hospitals
all the time.

310
00:14:50,723 --> 00:14:54,294
Being sick is tough,
but I love skipping school.

311
00:14:54,427 --> 00:14:56,296
I was the girl who always had
to run off to the bathroom,

312
00:14:56,429 --> 00:14:58,331
who threw up on her desk.

313
00:14:58,465 --> 00:15:00,167
You can imagine
what the other kids said.

314
00:15:00,300 --> 00:15:01,701
Mmm, what did we say
about those kids, baby?

315
00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:03,003
Screw 'em.

316
00:15:03,136 --> 00:15:05,338
That's right.

317
00:15:05,472 --> 00:15:07,407
So, this medicine's
my dad's idea, right?

318
00:15:07,540 --> 00:15:09,042
Yes.

319
00:15:09,176 --> 00:15:10,043
But it's not a good one.

320
00:15:12,112 --> 00:15:13,746
I know it's scary,

321
00:15:13,880 --> 00:15:15,915
but we'll get through this
just like we always do.

322
00:15:16,049 --> 00:15:17,184
You trust your dad.

323
00:15:17,784 --> 00:15:19,352
It'll work out.

324
00:15:21,188 --> 00:15:23,790
But if it doesn't,

325
00:15:23,923 --> 00:15:25,658
it could kill you.

326
00:15:25,792 --> 00:15:27,360
♪♪

327
00:15:44,244 --> 00:15:45,979
Key is to get the jets
super clean.

328
00:15:48,481 --> 00:15:50,017
You did clean them, right?

329
00:15:52,385 --> 00:15:53,553
You saw the photo
I sent you?

330
00:15:55,388 --> 00:15:57,957
I actually saw
the real thing.
Mmm.

331
00:15:58,725 --> 00:15:59,726
Shaun's furious?

332
00:15:59,859 --> 00:16:01,728
Yeah, he ran
right to Salen.

333
00:16:01,861 --> 00:16:03,563
Obviously,
that didn't go so well.

334
00:16:03,696 --> 00:16:04,964
Otherwise,
you wouldn't be here

335
00:16:05,098 --> 00:16:06,733
offering to help
with my carburetor.

336
00:16:06,866 --> 00:16:08,968
Yeah, they're
thinking it over.

337
00:16:09,102 --> 00:16:10,370
I think
she's setting him up.

338
00:16:11,038 --> 00:16:12,539
What does he think?

339
00:16:12,672 --> 00:16:14,241
He thinks he can
talk her into it.

340
00:16:14,374 --> 00:16:16,343
Okay,
perhaps he can.

341
00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:19,379
Either way,
he can't keep asking
his boss to bend to him.

342
00:16:19,512 --> 00:16:20,913
What's she gonna do,
fire him?

343
00:16:21,048 --> 00:16:22,615
She put him on a poster.

344
00:16:22,749 --> 00:16:24,317
Will you...
Will you just talk to him?

345
00:16:24,451 --> 00:16:25,752
Feel him out.

346
00:16:25,885 --> 00:16:27,087
See if I'm wrong.

347
00:16:27,220 --> 00:16:28,421
He'll be just fine.

348
00:16:32,725 --> 00:16:35,328
But why are you
still in town?

349
00:16:35,462 --> 00:16:37,330
Work?
Obviously not.

350
00:16:37,464 --> 00:16:40,033
Seeing friends?
Obviously not.

351
00:16:40,167 --> 00:16:41,601
Grape-stomping?

352
00:16:41,734 --> 00:16:45,038
Mmm, you'd be in Tuscany,
not your garage.

353
00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:47,340
You're here for Shaun.

354
00:16:47,474 --> 00:16:49,309
So, why are you not
helping him?

355
00:16:59,086 --> 00:17:00,387
Maxed out on oxygen.

356
00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:03,323
We're gonna
put you on BiPAP.

357
00:17:12,199 --> 00:17:13,733
I'll do the living donor
transplant.

358
00:17:15,668 --> 00:17:19,472
I'm going to give you
a lobe of my lung.

359
00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:23,976
No.

360
00:17:24,111 --> 00:17:25,478
Thank you, but no.

361
00:17:28,348 --> 00:17:30,183
I'm not going to allow it.

362
00:17:30,317 --> 00:17:33,453
I would never let you hurt
yourself to help me.

363
00:17:33,586 --> 00:17:35,555
Not after I...

364
00:17:37,324 --> 00:17:39,492
I would rather die.

365
00:17:40,993 --> 00:17:42,395
So, now?

366
00:17:42,529 --> 00:17:43,996
Now you care about me?

367
00:17:44,131 --> 00:17:44,864
About my feelings?

368
00:17:44,997 --> 00:17:46,399
I always did.

369
00:17:46,533 --> 00:17:47,934
Then why did you
leave me?

370
00:17:51,104 --> 00:17:54,006
I hated myself.

371
00:17:56,143 --> 00:18:00,012
First week I brought you home,
I couldn't get you to latch.

372
00:18:00,147 --> 00:18:03,416
I couldn't sleep.
I was completely overwhelmed.

373
00:18:04,351 --> 00:18:06,986
But that feeling...

374
00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:09,389
That panic...

375
00:18:10,857 --> 00:18:12,592
It never went away.

376
00:18:15,094 --> 00:18:19,098
And all the energy
I should have
used loving you...

377
00:18:21,568 --> 00:18:23,570
I used trying
to not to fall apart.

378
00:18:26,373 --> 00:18:29,942
So, I finally just chose...

379
00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:34,981
My own happiness.

380
00:18:36,183 --> 00:18:38,251
But you were strong,

381
00:18:38,385 --> 00:18:40,720
and  your father
was a good man,

382
00:18:40,853 --> 00:18:43,556
and I knew
that he would love you
in a way that I never...

383
00:18:45,057 --> 00:18:46,125
Never could.

384
00:18:48,428 --> 00:18:50,163
I knew you would be okay.

385
00:18:54,667 --> 00:18:56,436
You have no right to tell me
that I'm okay.

386
00:18:58,405 --> 00:19:01,508
Every day, I would
walk home from school

387
00:19:01,641 --> 00:19:04,577
praying that
you'd be there.

388
00:19:04,711 --> 00:19:08,415
And every day,
a piece of me was destroyed
when you weren't.

389
00:19:10,350 --> 00:19:13,586
I was a little boy
who loved his mother...

390
00:19:15,822 --> 00:19:16,989
Who thought his mother
didn't love him back.

391
00:19:17,123 --> 00:19:18,525
And now you tell me
I was right?

392
00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,660
Oh, I can't...

393
00:19:20,793 --> 00:19:22,128
Ooh...
Florid respiratory failure.

394
00:19:27,066 --> 00:19:27,800
Mom?

395
00:19:31,438 --> 00:19:32,605
She's puking up blood!

396
00:19:36,643 --> 00:19:38,511
Distended, firm,
rebound tenderness.

397
00:19:40,647 --> 00:19:42,815
Her bowel's perforated.
We gotta get her
back to the OR.

398
00:19:44,251 --> 00:19:45,752
I was wrong.

399
00:19:47,287 --> 00:19:49,055
♪♪

400
00:19:54,561 --> 00:19:56,028
Your mom is
on a ventilator,

401
00:19:56,162 --> 00:19:58,365
and Dr. Park is
placing her on ECMO.

402
00:19:58,498 --> 00:19:59,932
It will oxygenate
her blood

403
00:20:00,066 --> 00:20:01,868
now that her lungs
are no longer working.

404
00:20:09,276 --> 00:20:13,646
Your mom is unconscious,
and she has no living will.

405
00:20:15,081 --> 00:20:17,484
By California law,
you have power of attorney

406
00:20:17,617 --> 00:20:19,652
over all her
medical decisions.

407
00:20:23,055 --> 00:20:24,891
He's got a clear
conflict of interest.

408
00:20:25,024 --> 00:20:26,726
He wants the transplant...
They want
the same thing.

409
00:20:26,859 --> 00:20:29,228
She said, and I quote,
"I'm not gonna allow it."

410
00:20:29,362 --> 00:20:31,230
She'd rather die.
You finding ambiguity
in any of that?

411
00:20:31,364 --> 00:20:34,567
Her priority was her son's
happiness, not her own.

412
00:20:39,205 --> 00:20:40,640
Do the transplant.

413
00:20:40,773 --> 00:20:42,409
So, you're just
gonna decide she was wrong

414
00:20:42,542 --> 00:20:44,477
about what she wanted
for herself? For her son?

415
00:20:44,611 --> 00:20:45,845
I'm not.

416
00:20:45,978 --> 00:20:49,282
Her proxy is.
Her son is.

417
00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:50,683
And you'd better hope
this works.

418
00:20:54,521 --> 00:20:57,223
Uh, we need to do
Dr. Murphy's plan
from before.

419
00:20:57,357 --> 00:20:58,658
The right hemicolectomy?

420
00:20:58,791 --> 00:20:59,759
We missed our chance.

421
00:20:59,892 --> 00:21:01,994
Now we have to do
a full colectomy

422
00:21:02,128 --> 00:21:04,196
and a resection of most
of the small bowel.

423
00:21:04,331 --> 00:21:06,299
It's the only way to prevent
another perforation

424
00:21:06,433 --> 00:21:08,100
that would kill her.

425
00:21:08,234 --> 00:21:10,870
But I read a case report
where they're
using prokinetics

426
00:21:11,003 --> 00:21:13,840
and....
And acetylcholinesterase
inhibitors

427
00:21:13,973 --> 00:21:15,508
to strengthen
motility in kids.

428
00:21:15,642 --> 00:21:17,877
That could help,
but it wouldn't be enough

429
00:21:18,010 --> 00:21:20,046
to overcome the pressure
from future obstructions.

430
00:21:20,179 --> 00:21:21,948
We just reduce
the pressure!

431
00:21:22,081 --> 00:21:26,553
I mean, we can put, uh,
tubes above and below.
I'm not following.

432
00:21:26,686 --> 00:21:28,355
Because it makes
no sense.
Shaun, let him talk.

433
00:21:28,488 --> 00:21:30,222
Suctioning
above and below

434
00:21:30,357 --> 00:21:32,592
wouldn't reduce the burden
of a focal obstruction!

435
00:21:32,725 --> 00:21:34,627
Don't tell me
what I'm getting wrong!

436
00:21:34,761 --> 00:21:37,296
Help me find a way
to do this!

437
00:21:37,430 --> 00:21:40,633
Look, this is the affected
part of the bowel.

438
00:21:40,767 --> 00:21:42,268
Stop it. Stop it.

439
00:21:42,402 --> 00:21:43,536
Please, stop it!
Stop it!

440
00:21:43,670 --> 00:21:45,137
Stop it! Stop it!

441
00:21:45,271 --> 00:21:47,273
I am trying to help
your daughter!

442
00:21:47,407 --> 00:21:48,441
Dr. Murphy,
you need to leave.

443
00:21:48,575 --> 00:21:50,643
No, I do not need to leave.
He does!

444
00:21:50,777 --> 00:21:53,813
He made us give her Rituximab,
and it made her sicker!

445
00:21:53,946 --> 00:21:57,484
Why are you even here?
You are not a doctor!

446
00:21:57,617 --> 00:21:59,619
♪♪

447
00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:04,256
Get out of here now,
Shaun.

448
00:22:04,391 --> 00:22:05,324
Now.

449
00:22:05,458 --> 00:22:07,460
♪♪

450
00:22:12,899 --> 00:22:14,767
♪♪

451
00:22:20,106 --> 00:22:22,108
Dr. Murphy
was inappropriate,
but he was right.

452
00:22:22,241 --> 00:22:24,210
♪♪

453
00:22:32,485 --> 00:22:34,120
Let me be the one
to tell her.

454
00:22:34,253 --> 00:22:36,255
♪♪

455
00:22:43,763 --> 00:22:46,433
We could hand-suture
with a running 4-0 prolene.

456
00:22:46,566 --> 00:22:49,201
No, we need
interrupted sutures
for the cartilaginous portion.

457
00:22:49,335 --> 00:22:51,438
Okay.
End-to-end anastomosis.

458
00:22:51,571 --> 00:22:52,905
Bronchial sizes
don't match up.

459
00:22:53,039 --> 00:22:54,574
Fine.
Telescoping technique.

460
00:22:55,475 --> 00:22:56,476
No.
Why not?

461
00:22:56,609 --> 00:22:59,211
I don't know.
I just...

462
00:22:59,345 --> 00:23:00,079
Don't like it.

463
00:23:02,348 --> 00:23:03,716
What are you doing?

464
00:23:03,850 --> 00:23:05,618
I'm obviously feeling
some pressure

465
00:23:05,752 --> 00:23:07,787
to make sure the transplant
comes off safely, and...

466
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:09,822
Yes, that's the only
thing you've been
doing that makes sense.

467
00:23:09,956 --> 00:23:12,859
Everything else on this case,
you've been unfair, emotional.

468
00:23:19,165 --> 00:23:20,700
I'm sorry.
This...

469
00:23:22,034 --> 00:23:23,302
This has nothing
to do with you.

470
00:23:25,505 --> 00:23:26,739
I... I don't...
Just shut up.

471
00:23:34,847 --> 00:23:38,317
I've... I've been
emotional because...

472
00:23:39,852 --> 00:23:43,723
I'm hormonal,
and I'm hormonal

473
00:23:43,856 --> 00:23:45,725
because I...

474
00:23:45,858 --> 00:23:47,259
I've been sneaking off

475
00:23:47,393 --> 00:23:49,662
and injecting my butt

476
00:23:49,796 --> 00:23:52,665
with insane amounts of HCG
and Gonal-F,

477
00:23:52,799 --> 00:23:55,568
which is making me feel
like a total lunatic.

478
00:23:57,203 --> 00:23:58,938
You've been
freezing your eggs.

479
00:24:02,509 --> 00:24:03,610
Why didn't you tell me?

480
00:24:03,743 --> 00:24:05,912
Like an icebreaker?

481
00:24:06,045 --> 00:24:07,446
"I know we just got together.

482
00:24:07,580 --> 00:24:09,582
"Guess what, I'm two months
into egg retrieval"?

483
00:24:16,923 --> 00:24:18,891
I'm not even, uh...

484
00:24:21,861 --> 00:24:24,263
I'm not even sure
I want kids, or...

485
00:24:28,868 --> 00:24:31,303
Whether I'd even be
a decent mom.

486
00:24:33,139 --> 00:24:35,908
I'm certainly not
the most unselfish person.

487
00:24:39,612 --> 00:24:42,849
And, uh,
who's to say

488
00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:45,417
I'd make better choices
than Gina?

489
00:24:49,622 --> 00:24:52,058
Who knows if anyone
would ever defend me?

490
00:24:52,191 --> 00:24:53,926
♪♪

491
00:24:59,165 --> 00:25:00,933
♪♪

492
00:25:03,970 --> 00:25:05,304
I should go.

493
00:25:05,437 --> 00:25:07,439
♪♪

494
00:25:15,481 --> 00:25:16,716
How you doing?

495
00:25:16,849 --> 00:25:18,718
Very badly.

496
00:25:18,851 --> 00:25:22,689
I have been put on a billboard
and kicked off a case.

497
00:25:22,822 --> 00:25:25,357
Yeah, well, I spoke
with Dr. Andrews,

498
00:25:25,491 --> 00:25:28,628
and there's not gonna be
a note in your file

499
00:25:28,761 --> 00:25:30,830
or anything like that.

500
00:25:30,963 --> 00:25:32,531
What about
this other stuff?

501
00:25:32,665 --> 00:25:36,068
Yes, Salen gave me
48 hours.

502
00:25:36,202 --> 00:25:37,770
I'm going to talk to her
tomorrow morning.

503
00:25:37,904 --> 00:25:39,438
What are you gonna say?

504
00:25:41,908 --> 00:25:43,643
I have 30 bullet points.

505
00:25:46,212 --> 00:25:48,981
Maybe we should
talk these through?

506
00:25:49,115 --> 00:25:51,584
Maybe narrow them down
a little?

507
00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:54,987
Shaun?

508
00:25:56,623 --> 00:25:59,859
I know I was right about
that girl's treatment.

509
00:26:01,961 --> 00:26:05,097
But nothing I said
convinced her father.

510
00:26:05,231 --> 00:26:08,000
I just made him mad.
She just got sicker.

511
00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:11,237
And...

512
00:26:11,370 --> 00:26:15,241
I know I'm right that
this billboard is a mistake.

513
00:26:17,509 --> 00:26:20,179
But I think I won't be able
to convince Salen, either.

514
00:26:20,312 --> 00:26:22,048
♪♪

515
00:26:25,718 --> 00:26:27,019
I keep knowing I'm right,

516
00:26:28,487 --> 00:26:30,489
but I can't change
anyone's mind.

517
00:26:30,890 --> 00:26:32,892
♪♪

518
00:26:43,002 --> 00:26:44,370
Excuse me, fellas.

519
00:26:44,503 --> 00:26:47,306
Sorry, guys. Can we have
the room for just one minute?

520
00:26:49,408 --> 00:26:51,811
Thank you.

521
00:26:51,944 --> 00:26:54,313
There is no justification,
none,

522
00:26:54,446 --> 00:26:57,583
for exposing an employee's
personal medical records.

523
00:26:57,717 --> 00:26:59,218
Take the billboard down.

524
00:27:01,487 --> 00:27:03,823
It's noisy.
Makes people talk.

525
00:27:03,956 --> 00:27:05,792
Yeah, about
how awful it is.

526
00:27:05,925 --> 00:27:08,560
It's also possibly
illegal.

527
00:27:08,695 --> 00:27:11,030
Why are you
coddling Shaun?

528
00:27:11,163 --> 00:27:13,432
Nobody made accommodations
for my ADHD.

529
00:27:13,565 --> 00:27:14,967
That was hard,

530
00:27:15,101 --> 00:27:18,237
but it made me stronger,
smarter, more resourceful.

531
00:27:19,605 --> 00:27:21,607
We have different problems
and different strengths,

532
00:27:21,741 --> 00:27:25,477
but I know if you keep
patronizing him,

533
00:27:25,611 --> 00:27:27,446
it'll backfire.

534
00:27:27,579 --> 00:27:29,716
Wow.

535
00:27:29,849 --> 00:27:32,051
That is very impressive.

536
00:27:32,184 --> 00:27:35,021
Apparently, your attention
issues give you the power

537
00:27:35,154 --> 00:27:37,824
to see into the souls
of people you've barely met.

538
00:27:37,957 --> 00:27:39,491
I've known Shaun
for 15 years.

539
00:27:39,625 --> 00:27:40,860
You're like a dad to him,

540
00:27:40,993 --> 00:27:43,229
but sometimes, parents make
the wrong choices

541
00:27:43,362 --> 00:27:46,298
when it comes to their kids,
despite loving them.

542
00:27:46,432 --> 00:27:48,100
Or maybe because
they love them.

543
00:27:52,805 --> 00:27:55,107
I'll tell you what...
I'll do the interviews.

544
00:27:56,642 --> 00:27:58,945
And when Shaun
comes to see you,

545
00:27:59,078 --> 00:28:01,680
you'll make him believe
that he convinced you,

546
00:28:01,814 --> 00:28:03,482
and you'll do
what he wants you to do.

547
00:28:05,417 --> 00:28:06,786
Okay.

548
00:28:07,586 --> 00:28:09,321
♪♪

549
00:28:16,963 --> 00:28:18,330
Your, um...

550
00:28:19,799 --> 00:28:22,134
Your bowel got sicker
real fast.

551
00:28:24,436 --> 00:28:26,806
And...
And that's why you had
the perforation.

552
00:28:29,475 --> 00:28:32,144
So now we gotta remove
your large intestine

553
00:28:34,180 --> 00:28:36,148
and most of
your small one.

554
00:28:38,484 --> 00:28:41,220
So, I'll have to have
that bag attached to me?

555
00:28:43,389 --> 00:28:44,957
Yes.

556
00:28:46,793 --> 00:28:48,861
Like, my whole life?

557
00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:53,933
There's improvements
every year
in ostomy care.

558
00:28:55,467 --> 00:28:59,171
But I can still eat,
like, normally, right?

559
00:29:01,673 --> 00:29:03,810
I won't need that
IV nutrition thing?

560
00:29:03,943 --> 00:29:06,578
Baby, that...
that's not clear yet.

561
00:29:09,215 --> 00:29:11,550
No, my dad's wrong.
Tell him he's wrong.

562
00:29:13,652 --> 00:29:15,487
I'm so sorry, Holly.

563
00:29:18,457 --> 00:29:20,192
You promised me.

564
00:29:22,829 --> 00:29:25,264
You said you'd fix this.
I know.

565
00:29:25,397 --> 00:29:26,765
You said to trust you.

566
00:29:26,899 --> 00:29:29,601
I know I did.

567
00:29:33,005 --> 00:29:34,706
But I failed.

568
00:29:38,710 --> 00:29:40,312
I'm so sorry.

569
00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:44,984
Oh.

570
00:29:45,117 --> 00:29:47,119
♪♪

571
00:29:54,693 --> 00:29:56,662
♪♪

572
00:30:09,575 --> 00:30:11,477
I thought
you'd be different.

573
00:30:12,912 --> 00:30:14,813
That's why
I asked for you.

574
00:30:16,382 --> 00:30:18,284
You did not ask
for me.

575
00:30:18,417 --> 00:30:21,053
Your father did,
and that was because...

576
00:30:21,187 --> 00:30:22,588
He had like six doctors
that he liked,

577
00:30:22,721 --> 00:30:25,257
but I saw the billboard
and said it had to be you.

578
00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:32,531
Because you were
different,

579
00:30:33,765 --> 00:30:35,834
like me,
and you'd think different.

580
00:30:37,103 --> 00:30:38,004
And we needed that.

581
00:30:38,137 --> 00:30:40,139
♪♪

582
00:30:43,742 --> 00:30:45,711
♪♪

583
00:30:48,915 --> 00:30:50,917
♪♪

584
00:30:59,591 --> 00:31:01,327
♪♪

585
00:31:04,430 --> 00:31:06,198
We've cleared
the omentum covering.

586
00:31:06,332 --> 00:31:08,334
Let's proceed to prep
for the excision.

587
00:31:12,604 --> 00:31:13,705
Hi.

588
00:31:19,345 --> 00:31:22,514
I was wrong
about the billboard.

589
00:31:22,648 --> 00:31:23,382
Okay.

590
00:31:24,350 --> 00:31:26,618
That's good, right?

591
00:31:26,752 --> 00:31:27,519
No, it's not.

592
00:31:30,389 --> 00:31:32,591
When I saw it,
I thought it was dumb

593
00:31:32,724 --> 00:31:36,395
and my ASD
would inspire no one,
but it did.

594
00:31:36,528 --> 00:31:38,897
It inspired the very first
patient I saw,

595
00:31:39,031 --> 00:31:40,899
and if I wasn't being
rational about that,

596
00:31:41,033 --> 00:31:43,835
maybe I wasn't rational
about this case.

597
00:31:43,970 --> 00:31:46,905
Maybe my emotions
got in the way.

598
00:31:47,039 --> 00:31:48,707
I shot him down.
I wasn't open.

599
00:31:48,840 --> 00:31:50,642
I'm sure you were fair.
No, I wasn't.

600
00:31:50,776 --> 00:31:52,744
When?
The whole time.

601
00:31:52,878 --> 00:31:53,912
Okay, Shaun...

602
00:31:54,046 --> 00:31:55,181
I yelled at him.

603
00:31:57,649 --> 00:32:01,187
I... I yelled at him

604
00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:04,456
when he was talking about
the pressure in her colon.

605
00:32:04,590 --> 00:32:07,493
It made no sense.
He did not know how it worked.

606
00:32:07,626 --> 00:32:10,029
Well, if it made
no sense, then...
It must have made sense.

607
00:32:10,162 --> 00:32:12,531
Somehow.

608
00:32:13,665 --> 00:32:15,134
He's very smart.

609
00:32:15,267 --> 00:32:18,704
He must have been
thinking of something.
Something that...

610
00:32:18,837 --> 00:32:20,372
♪♪

611
00:32:27,246 --> 00:32:29,248
♪♪

612
00:32:35,887 --> 00:32:37,623
♪♪

613
00:32:46,032 --> 00:32:48,000
♪♪

614
00:32:51,537 --> 00:32:53,405
♪♪

615
00:32:58,510 --> 00:33:01,280
I'm going
to begin the excision
of the large intestine.

616
00:33:03,315 --> 00:33:05,351
What the hell?

617
00:33:05,484 --> 00:33:08,254
Have you ligated
any critical vessels?
Hey!

618
00:33:08,387 --> 00:33:10,656
We were just about to.
That is good.

619
00:33:12,458 --> 00:33:15,561
You need to insert
a PC tube to the colon.

620
00:33:15,694 --> 00:33:18,264
A feeding tube?
She can't absorb nutrients.

621
00:33:18,397 --> 00:33:20,866
Not to feed her.
As an outflow mechanism.

622
00:33:23,435 --> 00:33:25,771
Pressure valve
for emergencies,.

623
00:33:25,904 --> 00:33:27,939
It'll keep her
GI tract viable.

624
00:33:28,074 --> 00:33:29,741
What about
the muscle weakness?

625
00:33:29,875 --> 00:33:31,810
It's what Walt said.

626
00:33:34,146 --> 00:33:37,816
We use the prokinetics
and acetylcholinesterase
inhibitors

627
00:33:37,949 --> 00:33:39,518
to increase contractility
and movement.

628
00:33:39,651 --> 00:33:41,453
♪♪

629
00:33:47,859 --> 00:33:50,396
Walt, I'd like
to revise the surgical plan

630
00:33:50,529 --> 00:33:52,464
and invite Dr. Murphy
to scrub in.

631
00:33:55,267 --> 00:33:57,336
Yes, to both.

632
00:33:57,469 --> 00:33:59,471
♪♪

633
00:34:11,650 --> 00:34:15,621
No bleeding, no bruising,
no signs of infection.

634
00:34:15,754 --> 00:34:19,191
Oh, thank you
so much. Both of you.

635
00:34:19,325 --> 00:34:20,926
We wouldn't have gotten here
without you.

636
00:34:23,962 --> 00:34:26,698
Dr. Murphy, don't you think my
dad would make a great doctor?

637
00:34:26,832 --> 00:34:30,736
Mm, I'm not sure.

638
00:34:30,869 --> 00:34:33,905
He had some very good ideas,
but also some bad ones.

639
00:34:38,444 --> 00:34:40,512
He is a very good father,
though.

640
00:34:44,383 --> 00:34:46,051
One of the best
I have met.

641
00:34:46,185 --> 00:34:50,256
♪♪

642
00:34:50,389 --> 00:34:56,928
♪♪

643
00:35:04,603 --> 00:35:06,605
Hey, careful.
The sutures.

644
00:35:06,738 --> 00:35:08,740
Oh, what happened?

645
00:35:11,577 --> 00:35:12,711
Hi, Mom.

646
00:35:21,287 --> 00:35:22,621
I didn't want you
to die.

647
00:35:25,257 --> 00:35:26,825
I have to make this up
to you.

648
00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:28,260
You don't.

649
00:35:28,394 --> 00:35:30,128
I'll move to California.
I'll do whatever...

650
00:35:30,262 --> 00:35:31,563
You'll never be happy.

651
00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:35,267
I don't deserve
to be happy.

652
00:35:39,705 --> 00:35:41,573
You shouldn't love me.

653
00:35:44,243 --> 00:35:45,377
When you left us...

654
00:35:48,013 --> 00:35:49,581
...I really acted out.

655
00:35:52,651 --> 00:35:54,586
I would fight with Dad
all the time.

656
00:35:57,088 --> 00:36:01,327
But he would remind me
that...

657
00:36:01,460 --> 00:36:05,130
He was gonna love me

658
00:36:05,264 --> 00:36:09,501
no matter who I was
or what I did.

659
00:36:12,238 --> 00:36:13,305
Because he was my dad.

660
00:36:19,245 --> 00:36:20,979
I'm gonna love you
like that.

661
00:36:28,454 --> 00:36:30,956
Because you're my mom.

662
00:36:31,089 --> 00:36:34,626
♪♪

663
00:36:37,629 --> 00:36:40,932
♪♪

664
00:36:47,138 --> 00:36:49,475
Mmm.

665
00:36:50,276 --> 00:36:54,646
My baby boy.

666
00:37:01,620 --> 00:37:05,757
Yes, uh, well, um...
uh, indeed.

667
00:37:05,891 --> 00:37:10,228
I am, uh, using
my custom fitness tracker

668
00:37:10,362 --> 00:37:14,700
because healthy doctors
make healthy...clients.

669
00:37:17,703 --> 00:37:18,970
Paint? Really?

670
00:37:19,104 --> 00:37:20,972
Are we gonna be talking
about paint?

671
00:37:21,106 --> 00:37:23,675
Can you ask me an--
a-another question?

672
00:37:26,144 --> 00:37:29,848
Yeah... Yeah, well, d-- uh,
different kind of d-doctor,

673
00:37:29,981 --> 00:37:32,751
different kind of hospital.

674
00:37:32,884 --> 00:37:35,020
Very inspiring.

675
00:37:35,153 --> 00:37:40,258
♪♪

676
00:37:40,392 --> 00:37:42,361
Yes.

677
00:37:43,562 --> 00:37:47,232
That one?
When did you see "that one"?

678
00:37:47,366 --> 00:37:51,537
♪♪

679
00:37:51,670 --> 00:37:53,339
Really?
Um, you know what?

680
00:37:53,472 --> 00:37:55,441
We're gonna have to do this,
uh, another time.

681
00:37:55,574 --> 00:37:57,876
Thank you.

682
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:05,484
♪♪

683
00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:10,121
♪♪

684
00:38:16,695 --> 00:38:19,465
We had a deal, didn't we?
Didn't we have a deal?

685
00:38:19,598 --> 00:38:21,433
What was supposed
to happen was,

686
00:38:21,567 --> 00:38:22,734
you were supposed to
take down the billboard.

687
00:38:22,868 --> 00:38:24,436
Did you forget?
Calm down.

688
00:38:24,570 --> 00:38:25,704
I'm not gonna calm down!

689
00:38:25,837 --> 00:38:27,873
You don't treat Shaun
like this.

690
00:38:28,006 --> 00:38:30,075
Shaun's the one who asked me
to keep the billboard up.

691
00:38:30,208 --> 00:38:31,977
I don't believe that.

692
00:38:39,418 --> 00:38:42,320
"Dear Salen, I have changed
my mind about the billboard.

693
00:38:42,454 --> 00:38:44,990
It can stay up."

694
00:38:45,123 --> 00:38:49,094
♪♪

695
00:38:49,227 --> 00:38:50,896
"As long as
you fix the image

696
00:38:51,029 --> 00:38:52,998
so my hair part is
on the correct side."

697
00:38:55,401 --> 00:38:57,936
Haven't had a chance
to do that yet.

698
00:38:58,069 --> 00:39:01,540
♪♪

699
00:39:06,945 --> 00:39:11,483
He handled this on his own
without you.

700
00:39:11,617 --> 00:39:14,986
And he's better off
because of it.

701
00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:20,526
♪♪

702
00:39:20,659 --> 00:39:22,260
Okay.

703
00:39:22,394 --> 00:39:24,630
♪♪

704
00:39:29,835 --> 00:39:35,006
♪♪

705
00:39:35,140 --> 00:39:36,808
Hey.

706
00:39:44,950 --> 00:39:49,120
The truth is,
I'm not young.

707
00:39:49,254 --> 00:39:53,324
And I never would have
chosen to be a dad again.

708
00:39:53,459 --> 00:39:56,662
But I also didn't choose
to fall in love with you.

709
00:39:59,498 --> 00:40:05,203
So, now I'll do
what it takes to make
this relationship work,

710
00:40:05,336 --> 00:40:06,705
whatever you decide
to do.

711
00:40:08,339 --> 00:40:10,041
Prove it.

712
00:40:10,175 --> 00:40:14,345
I-I-I plan to with, uh,
caring, with...

713
00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:17,182
Prove it right now.

714
00:40:17,315 --> 00:40:19,050
♪♪

715
00:40:24,456 --> 00:40:30,395
♪♪

716
00:40:30,529 --> 00:40:32,230
Buckle up.

717
00:40:32,363 --> 00:40:33,965
Ow.

718
00:40:34,099 --> 00:40:36,367
And you wouldn't just be
a decent mom. You'd be
a great one, because...

719
00:40:36,502 --> 00:40:38,737
Not now, please.

720
00:40:38,870 --> 00:40:40,939
Sorry.

721
00:40:41,072 --> 00:40:44,976
♪♪

722
00:40:45,110 --> 00:40:47,979
Maybe I was wrong.

723
00:40:48,113 --> 00:40:51,049
Maybe I don't need them
to fix my hair.

724
00:40:52,751 --> 00:40:56,588
Nah, it does look
a little off.

725
00:40:56,722 --> 00:40:58,924
♪♪

726
00:41:06,231 --> 00:41:07,966
♪♪

727
00:41:11,302 --> 00:41:13,304
♪♪

728
00:41:18,043 --> 00:41:19,911
♪♪

729
00:41:29,588 --> 00:41:31,590
♪♪

730
00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:45,503
♪♪

731
00:41:49,641 --> 00:41:53,344
♪ Oh, there's something
in my mind that's killing me

732
00:41:53,478 --> 00:41:56,081
♪ There's something that
this life's not giving me

733
00:41:56,214 --> 00:42:01,519
♪ Would you say

734
00:42:01,653 --> 00:42:04,489
♪ There's something in my mind
that's killing me

735
00:42:04,623 --> 00:42:07,525
♪ There's something that
this life's not giving me

736
00:42:07,659 --> 00:42:10,629
♪ Would you say

737
00:42:13,498 --> 00:42:17,535
♪ Oh, we don't know if we
leave, will we make it home

738
00:42:17,669 --> 00:42:21,172
♪ But we all know, if there's
hope, then we'll be okay ♪

739
00:42:21,306 --> 00:42:23,041
♪♪